 yes, ripe for the picking.
if you had the chance to pick my brain these days... OoOoOoh man. my dream last night left me waking up feeling so  . since there is no more anonymity to my xanga (there never was to begin with), those who are in the know can read about this dream on my other account.
hah, jokes.
Andrew is home now, and yes, the days... and evenings... are quite... eventful. he's looking mighty good  ... but i don't know about losing those 20lbs more man, i don't knooooow.
 you know, lately i've been surprising myself. i can catch some of the things i say, or do... i'm quite the different Gabrielle now. maybe because of the book i'm reading at the moment? Why Men Love Bitches (From Doormat to Dreamgirl -- A Woman's Guide to Holding Her Own in a Relationship) by Sherry Argov. in this book, the term "bitch" isn't suggesting a mean, abusive woman but rather it conveys an empowered woman, that knows what she wants in a relationship and WILL get it without compromising herself (read: "without compromising herself", NOT "without compromising"... compromising is very important). A couple excerpts:
"Bitch (noun): A woman who won't bang her head against the wall obsessing over someone else's opinion -- be it a man or anyone else in her life. She understands that if someone does not approve of her, it's just one person's opinion; therefore, it's of no real importance. She doesn't try to live up to anyone else's standards -- only her own. Because of this, she relates to a man very differently."
"Attraction Principle #96
The tension that arises with a slightly bitchy woman gives a subtle feeling of danger to a man. He feels slightly unsure because she is never in the palm of his hand."
it's pretty much a handbook for the "too nice" girls out there. who ever said that even just browsing in the self-help section of Chapters made you feel stupid? hey man, i've learnt a lot, and it's being put to good use.
(p.s. Young, i do not have the Korean Princess Disorder  ). | 
some of the thrashing got a little too wild, and too close for my comfort. holy man, haha. at one point this huge chick infront of me would be vigorously shaking her head as she started shoving everyone around her... while i was jumping and yelling i managed to get some of her hair in my mouth (eww, i showed you that piece Yuka). then near the end, i got nearly head-butted by this guy whose head bobbing turned into FURIOUS WHOLE UPPER BODY BOBBING. oh yeah, and i got kicked in the head by this dude that was crowd surfing (he very soon afterwards got pulled down by security). my voice is gone from yelling, my arms are sore from pumping my fists, the lower part of my neck is aching from bobbing my head at such a fast speed. yeah, i had loads of fun. just imagining about how crazy awesome it would've been at that Linkin Park concert that i missed out on a few months ago... faaaaaaaaaack. ehhhh, fuggedaboudit Gabby. 
